PTSD

PTSD

歌名 PTSD
歌手 Dreamville
歌手 Omen
歌手 Mereba
歌手 Deante' Hitchcock
歌手 St. Beauty
专辑 Revenge Of The Dreamers III
原歌词
[00:00.00] 作词 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Marian Mereba/Damon Coleman/Deante' Van Hitchcock/Alexe Belle/Isis Valentino/Cameron Osteen
[00:19.42] Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback
[00:21.52] You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact
[00:24.17] Q was in for me, never needed to ask that
[00:26.46] PTSD, now I'm having a flashback
[00:28.97] Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap trap
[00:31.43] Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrat brrat
[00:33.94] You the missing piece, no peace when I sleep now
[00:36.67] Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now
[00:39.11] Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive
[00:41.94] You said you need to call me, be sure I tried
[00:44.52] I wish I didn't have a song to write
[00:46.86] I know you probably follow me with your light
[00:49.53] My mama told me faith is all that I need
[00:51.55] And back in the day I would've agreed, but now it's hard to believe
[00:54.47] I still do not, 'cause I want, 'cause I need to
[00:56.43] Believe in something greater than me without being able to see it
[00:59.47] So **** a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve
[01:01.55] Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I seen
[01:04.18] A lot of dead ****** livin' through me, shawty, but not in the literal
[01:07.16] Most 'em dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream
[01:09.56] The power of a higher entity entered me
[01:11.71] Mentally, physically, spiritually, I'm on a whole different energy
[01:14.55] **** the world, but I need you to remember me
[01:16.65] I had doubt in myself 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently
[01:19.44] If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now, I don't feel the same
[01:22.47] A slave to the feeling, I'm breaking the chains
[01:24.32] Tryna balance out the joy, the pain, the sun, the rain
[01:27.11] My life and the fame, done lost the game
[01:29.15] The gift, the shame, my skin, my veins
[01:30.98] My soul done rained so much on my heart
[01:32.84] Really I don't know where to start
[01:34.66] The irony of finding self in the dark
[01:36.29] My *****, truthfully, feel like it's two of me, I should've been on that ark
[01:39.45] A love-hate relationship with my thoughts, I'm tryna shine in my own light
[01:42.96] The realest ***** left in my own right
[01:44.92] Helping you with your vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life, yeah
[01:49.37] I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs
[01:52.44] Spit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true
[01:54.68] Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase
[01:57.15] Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth taste?
[01:59.88] Off the beaten path like Blueface
[02:01.77] On the North Side, had to be a Tuesday
[02:04.09] Walkin' slow with your kids on a school day
[02:06.68] Way past midnight suddenly my mood change
[02:09.14] That's when the truth came, in New York hearing rumors
[02:12.15] My sister was homeless, convinced her to often
[02:14.50] Been years since we talked, number changed
[02:17.05] Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways
[02:19.35] I can't believe when I seen you, I knew **** was true
[02:21.92] Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you
[02:24.49] Skated off fast 'fore I could address it
[02:26.75] Hope I ran into you 'fore we both get to Heaven
[02:29.17] We 'ight, we 'ight
[02:33.76] You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light
[02:37.95] We 'ight, we 'ight
[02:42.80] You opened up my eyes and helped me see the light, ayy
[02:49.68] Yeah, hahahaha
[02:53.57] We just kickin' it, you know, ayy, woah
[02:56.44] I'm here with all my friends
[02:59.08] This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
[03:04.41] And the hoes
[03:07.29] Hahahaha, yeah
[03:08.75] Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
[03:13.99] And the hoes
[03:16.81] Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
[03:18.97] For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
[03:24.78] And the hoes
[03:27.63] (Ayy, that **** sound tight)
[03:28.41] This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what? What?
[03:34.63] And the hoes
[03:37.31] Hahahaha, yeah
[03:38.90] Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies, what?
[03:44.05] And the hoes
[03:46.54] Can't forget about the hoes, yeah
[03:48.64] For the homies, for the homies, for the homies, what? What?
[03:54.53] And the hoes
歌词翻译
[00:19.42] 你为我弯腰的样子像极了后车盖
[00:21.52] 你找我问问题像极了四年级的小孩子
[00:24.17] 问的问题总是围绕我,不关于其他
[00:26.46] 脑海里时不时浮现我的痛苦经历,现在我正在回避
[00:28.97] 告诉你我睡得很香,但是旋律让我整夜睡不着
[00:31.43] 敌人,仇恨,我想让他们从我的脑海里溜走
[00:33.94] 你不在了,我的心永远不安宁
[00:36.67] 我试着冷静,终于入睡了
[00:39.11] 只要你活着,我还会爱你
[00:41.94] 你说需要就打电话给你,但是打不通
[00:44.52] 我真的希望我没有歌可以写
[00:46.86] 我知道的,你会永远跟着我
[00:49.53] 妈妈告诉我,人之间需要信任
[00:51.55] 之前我会同意的,但是现在不一样了
[00:54.47] 因为我想要你
[00:56.43] 我相信有更好的东西在我看到他之后
[00:59.47] 如同一块手表,我给我的心里打了一剂预防针
[01:01.55] 没有人知道我的悲伤,没有人知道我的经历
[01:04.18] 兄弟们都是靠着我活到现在,但是他们不是真心喜欢我
[01:07.16] 大多数都放弃了,是因为他们没有坚持他们的梦想
[01:09.56] 力量成就了我
[01:11.71] 在心理上,身体上,精神上,我和别人完全不同
[01:14.55] 去你妈的生活,但是我想让你记住我的经历
[01:16.65] 我对自己心存疑虑,因为我曾经害怕你会以不同的方式看待我
[01:19.44] 如果我曾经放弃了,现在我就没有这些成就
[01:22.47] 约束的打破使我远离了奴隶的感觉
[01:24.32] 试着去平和欢乐和痛苦,阳光和雨露
[01:27.11] 生活的拼搏才能有我现在这个成就
[01:29.15] 奖励,耻辱,我的皮肤,我的静脉
[01:30.98] 我的心里下了一场暴雨
[01:32.84] 我真的不知道从哪里开始
[01:34.66] 在黑暗中寻找自我的讽刺
[01:36.29] 真的,我感觉我们两个就像在诺亚的方舟上面
[01:39.45] 与我的思想之间的爱恨交加,我以自己的光芒闪耀
[01:42.96] 但是真正的永远在我身边
[01:44.92] 帮你戒掉恶习,但是你还是无法融入我的生活
[01:49.37] 我尝试着突破我自己
[01:52.44] 那部处女作,保持了我的初心
[01:54.68] 也许为什么我一直发呆,我脑海里一团乱
[01:57.15] 当他们见到我时,会为之骄傲,是真的吗?
[01:59.88] 像Blueface一样人迹罕至
[02:01.77] 在北方,这里是星期二
[02:04.09] 带着你的孩子去上学
[02:06.68] 午夜过后我的心情突然改变
[02:09.14] 在纽约的谣言被打破了
[02:12.15] 我姐姐无家可归,我们说服了他
[02:14.50] 我们聊了好几年,终于有了变化
[02:17.05] 看见你,我心碎了许多
[02:19.35] 我看见你的时候,我都不相信你是真的
[02:21.92] 凝视着你的眼睛,我看到了与众不同的你
[02:24.49] 要离开,我没办法
[02:26.75] 希望我在你去天堂之前遇到你
[02:29.17]
[02:33.76] 你让我看见了光明
[02:37.95]
[02:42.80] 你让我看见了光明
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[02:53.57] 我们就只是玩玩
[02:56.44] 我告诉我的朋友
[02:59.08] 这可是为了兄弟
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[03:07.29]
[03:08.75] 这可是为了兄弟
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[03:16.81] 别忘了
[03:18.97] 这可是为了兄弟
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[03:27.63]
[03:28.41] 这可是为了兄弟
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[03:37.31]
[03:38.90] 这可是为了兄弟
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[03:46.54]
[03:48.64] 这可是为了兄弟
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