dear mama

dear mama

歌名 dear mama
歌手 cøzybøy
歌手 Le Play
专辑 dear mama
原歌词
[00:23.12] Woke up in a strip club tell me where the **** I'm at
[00:26.22] How’d I get here and how am I gonna get back
[00:29.22] Check my phone missed call from my mom
[00:32.15] If she knew where I was she'd have heart attack
[00:34.58] Mom I'm sorry I been knowing it’s hard to call me
[00:38.07] I don't answer I get nervous I know i'm causing
[00:41.14] Anxiety and stress you're baby bird's out the nest
[00:44.54] But I keep my wings to my chest
[00:46.46] There's distance between us
[00:48.75] I know that you'll see this
[00:50.11] I love you and kelsey
[00:51.46] I swear that I mean it
[00:53.02] Just in my feelings
[00:54.41] I'm sorry I need this
[00:55.87] Throating this drink like I don’t know my weakness
[00:58.96] Most of my friends don’t know none of my secrets
[01:01.84] Only Le Play he knows some of my secrets
[01:04.73] I got these demons they wreck me to pieces
[01:07.69] When I say I love you that's when I mean it
[01:10.90] Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly
[01:16.34] I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes
[01:22.17] Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried
[01:28.20] Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die
[01:33.73] Mom I'm sorry I know you see the scars on my body
[01:37.91] But you will never stop me
[01:39.27] Trying I’m trying I swear that I'm trying
[01:42.15] But the rope around my neck seems to always keep tightening
[01:45.20] But it's hard when you know that you're ugly
[01:48.07] And it's hard when you know that you'll fail
[01:51.20] And it's hard when there's nothing above me
[01:54.02] A mouthful of secrets that I could never tell
[01:57.00] And I'm sorry that I never call you back and
[02:00.15] And I'm sorry if I been quiet lately
[02:02.87] And I'm sorry if I been getting mad
[02:05.23] But if I'm only being honest hate the skin that you gave me
[02:08.81] And I been trying to see the lights in the day
[02:11.47] But the lights go out and the sky turns grey
[02:14.17] And my heart's been numb but the words won't stay
[02:17.03] Just know that I love you and that will never fade ey
[02:20.50] Today a pretty angel lost it's wings to fly
[02:26.88] I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes
[02:32.64] Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried
[02:38.80] Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die
[02:44.62] Today a pretty angel lost it’s wings to fly
[02:50.67] I'm hurting while the smoke stings my crying eyes
[02:56.40] Lost inside a cloud oh I swear I tried
[03:02.25] Falling to the ground but I don't wanna die
[03:09.01] You don't know that you got me
[03:13.48] But I swear that you have me ok
[03:19.57] You don't know that you got me
[03:25.10] But I swear that you have me ok
歌词翻译
[00:23.12] 在一个脱衣俱乐部 这就是我妈醒来的地方
[00:26.22] 我是如何来到这里的 我又将如何离开
[00:29.22] 打开手机全是妈妈留给我的未接电话
[00:32.15] 如果她看到我这副样子是否会心碎
[00:34.58] 对不起妈妈 我知道你此刻肯定很担心
[00:38.07] 我没有回复 因为我害怕了 我知道这是我一手造成的
[00:41.14] 焦虑和压力好像随时都要把我吃掉
[00:44.54] 但我依旧不能低头
[00:46.46] 我爱你但我与你仿佛相隔甚远
[00:48.75] 我知道你会看到这些话
[00:50.11] 我爱你和Kelsey
[00:51.46] 我对天发誓我爱你们
[00:53.02] 可现在我感觉越来越糟了
[00:54.41] 很抱歉我要用自己的方式麻痹自己
[00:55.87] 烈酒刺激喉咙的一刹那我似乎无坚不摧
[00:58.96] 我所谓的那些朋友其实对我一无所知
[01:01.84] 只有Le Play他懂我所想
[01:04.73] 我豢养的魔鬼要把我撕成碎片
[01:07.69] 我爱你 我是认真的请你相信我
[01:10.90] 我尝试逃离 却发现我早已失去了翅膀
[01:16.34] 我抽噎着 香烟漫进了我的眼睛 好痛
[01:22.17] 渐渐的我迷失了 但我发誓我真的尝试过挣扎了
[01:28.20] 仿如突然坠落在地狱间 救我 救我 我还不想离开
[01:33.73] 我很抱歉妈妈 我知道你看到了我身上的伤疤
[01:37.91] 可我清楚你永远不会阻止我的
[01:39.27] 我真的真的 真的好想努力活下去啊
[01:42.15] 可为什么 那种要窒息的感觉越来越强了
[01:45.20] 从生到死 我都将 要挂着这张丑陋的嘴脸
[01:48.07] 我永远都将是失败的 永远
[01:51.20] 我身后寸草不生 只有万丈深渊
[01:54.02] 我永远也不会说出埋葬在心底的千万条秘密
[01:57.00] 我也很抱歉我从没有考虑过你的感受
[02:00.15] 如果最近一段时间我消沉萎靡
[02:02.87] 又如果我突然疯癫不止 很抱歉我不是故意的
[02:05.23] 但实话来说 我讨厌你给我的这副躯壳
[02:08.81] 我曾发誓要在白天享受光芒万丈
[02:11.47] 可每当我准备好 天空又立马灰暗了
[02:14.17] 无所谓了 都习惯了 我谁都不会去说 因为我还能拥抱自己
[02:17.03] 只要你知道我对你的爱 那我将永存于世
[02:20.50] 我失去了唯一的翅膀
[02:26.88] 点燃一根香烟 对自己说着没事
[02:32.64] 我已无力挣扎了
[02:38.80] 但我真的不想死 真的
[02:44.62] 我再也回不到从前了
[02:50.67] 却告诉大家 我哭泣的原因是烟刺痛了眼睛
[02:56.40] 我真的累了
[03:02.25] 可我不想就这样离开了 我不想
[03:09.01] 你不知道你对我来说有多重要
[03:13.48] 我发誓我会一直爱你 好吗
[03:19.57] 你知道吗 是你给了我活下去的力量
[03:25.10] 我将伴你永远