| [00:18.73] |
How in the **** did I manage to lose every person I spent all my time with. |
| [00:22.80] |
Tryna create a connection thats stronger than time and that could be considered as timeless. |
| [00:27.87] |
It hurts even more cause I'm still tryna figure out where in the hell it went wrong. |
| [00:32.45] |
I don't wanna talk about how much it hurts to a person so I take it out on a song. |
| [00:37.47] |
I take it out on myself, I take it out on my physical and mental health. |
| [00:42.03] |
I ******* hate what I felt, I'm getting worse and I don't even think you can tell. |
| [00:46.71] |
I make myself wanna quit, filling my mind with a person I need to forget. |
| [00:51.54] |
Honestly I'm ******* pissed, I can't see the future but I never thought it'd be this. |
| [01:15.10] |
I don't really wanna try meeting new friends. |
| [01:17.37] |
I don't wanna waste my time on something that'll end. |
| [01:19.73] |
What the **** is happy? I can only pretend. |
| [01:22.10] |
Leaving it to God in itself is a sin. |
| [01:24.53] |
You're the only person with the power in your life. |
| [01:26.66] |
That can change for the better with the state that you're in. |
| [01:29.05] |
You're the only person that can give your life a purpose on this earth. |
| [01:32.00] |
And make it all worth it again. |
| [01:33.95] |
I don't wanna feel this pain. |
| [01:36.04] |
I don't wanna play this game. |
| [01:38.65] |
I don't wanna keep writing songs that're sad. |
| [01:40.93] |
I just want my life to change. |
| [01:43.50] |
I just don't wanna let life slip away, and die with a void of regret. |
| [01:47.89] |
I don't wanna keep waking up and not get out of bed because I'm too upset. |
