[00:10.00] |
it’s four a.m. again |
[00:15.02] |
father, forgive me this sin |
[00:20.10] |
uncomfortable in this life, yeah |
[00:24.06] |
I can’t put down this knife, yeah |
[00:29.05] |
I’m carving words in my arms, baby |
[00:33.50] |
hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe |
[00:39.15] |
I need the touch of a hand |
[00:43.55] |
this isn’t what i had planned |
[00:47.59] |
I need relief from this life |
[00:52.50] |
I wanna slip away into the night |
[00:57.56] |
don’t wanna see the sun again |
[01:02.10] |
but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind |
[01:07.54] |
I wish the ocean was warm |
[01:19.57] |
I feel like drowning |
[01:27.58] |
I’m losing my faith in me |
[01:32.30] |
I can’t remember the last time i felt free |
[01:37.46] |
from voices inside my head |
[01:41.35] |
when I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead |
[01:45.46] |
you say I’m out of control |
[01:51.10] |
at least i still have a soul |
[01:55.59] |
no, I don’t need your advice |
[02:00.15] |
some compassion would be nice |
[02:04.55] |
I need relief from this life |
[02:08.59] |
I wanna slip away into the night |
[02:14.40] |
don’t wanna see the sun again |
[02:19.45] |
but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind |
[02:24.20] |
I wish the ocean was warm |
[02:36.46] |
I feel like drowning |
[02:43.57] |
I can’t take any more of your pills |
[02:53.40] |
they hold my head up |
[02:57.37] |
but still it feels so wrong |
[03:03.40] |
I can’t believe the price that I’ve paid |
[03:11.55] |
for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day |
[03:33.58] |
I need relief from this life |
[03:37.50] |
I wanna slip away into the night |
[03:43.10] |
don’t wanna see the sun again |
[03:47.30] |
but can’t get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind |
[03:53.01] |
I wish the ocean was warm |
[04:05.35] |
I feel like drowning |