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作词 : Steven Clayton Roney |
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作曲 : Steven Clayton Roney |
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Once upon a long long time ago |
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I used to have these dreams I thought |
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One day I'd find some purpose |
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Over time I've realized I am not |
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Conquering the things I fear |
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Capable of breaking through |
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Lost the things I once held dear |
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I don't know what the **** to do |
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Left beliefs that once defined me |
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My best days are long behind me |
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Half the time I'm breathing in |
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I'm dreaming of the day I finally stop |
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Check my feelings at the door |
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I don't know what I'm fighting for |
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I used to pray that things would change |
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But now I'm well aware they're not |
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Cause I used to say |
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Everything will be alright |
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But it never will be |
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So I stay in my bed |
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And I hate when you call |
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And say you should come out tonight |
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I just bought an ounce |
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I'm gonna smoke it instead |
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Yeah |
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Stop ******* telling me I'm fine |
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I hate the way you keep your cool |
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I'm aware you're always right |
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Go on and play me for the fool |
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Take the blood out of my veins |
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Go on do your worst to me |
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I wouldn't wish this type of pain |
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On my own worst enemy |
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Lay in bed but never sleep |
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I tried to fight but I'm too weak |
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And everytime I try to speak |
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I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor |
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Heared you're doing better now |
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It makes it worse I don't know how |
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The world keeps turning I can't breathe |
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I just can't do this anymore |
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Cause I used to say |
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Everything will be alright |
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But it never will be |
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So I stay in my bed |
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And I hate when you call |
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And say you should come out tonight |
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I just bought an ounce |
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I'm gonna smoke it instead |
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Yeah |
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I used to pray that everything would be alright |
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But nothing could hear me |
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Cause there's nothing |
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Nothing at all |
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Cause I used to say |
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Everything will be alright |
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But it never will be |
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So I stay in my bed |
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And I hate when you call |
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And say you should come out tonight |
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I just bought an ounce |
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I'm gonna smoke it instead |
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I used to pray |
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Everything would be alright |
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But it never will be |
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So I stay in my bed |
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And I won't take your call |
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I'm not going out tonight |
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I'll never be alright |
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I wish I was dead |
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Yeah |
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I used to pray that everything would be alright |
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But it never will be |
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I wish I |
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Wish I was dead |