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作词 : Jens Lekman |
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作曲 : Jens Lekman |
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Annika, I long for that too |
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A parental figure to serve |
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Someone who could recognize the pain in me |
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And validate my hurt |
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Who could point me in a direction |
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And say walk this way and you'll be free |
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That I'd have a home there among them |
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in their little community |
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I think back on a teenage friend who introduced me to Marilyn Manson |
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In the darkest moments of high school |
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It channeled our frustration |
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He'd set up a poster of Britney |
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She was the face of all that was wrong |
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the hierarchy we'd never be part of and then he brought out his airgun |
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At a concert I met a punkgirl |
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She just walked up and asked my name |
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asked if I played any instruments |
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she had a band that could barely play |
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The band was mostly an excuse to wear leatherjackets and hang and go vandalize the swimsuit ads from H&M |
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while I carried their spraycans |
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The best song they ever wrote was called "Can't Get Laid Cause We're Too Ugly" |
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But they never blamed anyone for that |
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except Baywatch and Tuti Frutti |
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I had kind of a crush on the punkgirl but she had a crush on my friend |
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and despite my heart being punctured |
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I delivered the massage to him |
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But it only made him offended |
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he slammed the door to his room |
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Her interest became an insult |
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and confirmed what he thought he knew |
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And he was furious, so furious at all the Britney's that he couldn't get |
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I distanced myself when I saw what he'd written on the internet |
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I re-watched Revenge of the Nerds |
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Do you remember the speech 'bout being different? |
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How l cried when I saw that at 13 |
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But do you remember the rape-scenes?Cause I didn't |
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Or how generally creepy the nerds are |
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The plot could be re-sunmarized this way: |
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Some athletes try to stop some sex criminals |
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from assaulting their partners, but fail. |
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I thought about this culture |
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that gave me strength when I felt like a freak |
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But also gave me an ulcer |
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from an anger that I couldn't speak |
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That I had somehow been robbed of a right |
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to love and sex that I deserved |
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A feeling that the game was rigged |
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Between alphamales and betanerds |
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And then lsla Vista happened |
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and the Toronto attack this spring |
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And I read these incel threads |
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they reminded me of something |
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I checked my old friend on Facebook |
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scared of what I would see |
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But he just posted pics of his family in his profile pic he looked happy |
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He had a photoalbum called "goodtimes" |
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with a photo where we try to look evil |
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in shirts that said,"How does it feel to be one of the beautiful people?" |
