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作词 : Dido/Marshall Mathers/Paul Herman |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be gray' |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me' that it's not so bad' |
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it's not so bad.. |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be gray' |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me' that it's not so bad' |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim' I wrote but you still ain't callin |
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I left my cell' my pager' and my home phone at the bottom |
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I sent two letters back in autumn' you must not-a got 'em |
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There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin |
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Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em |
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but anyways; **** it' what's been up? Man how's your daughter? |
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My girlfriend's pregnant too' I'm bout to be a father |
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If I have a daughter' guess what I'ma call her? |
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I'ma name her Bonnie |
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I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry |
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I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him |
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I know you probably hear this everyday' but I'm your biggest fan |
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I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam |
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I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man |
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I like the shit you did with Rawkus too' that shit was fat |
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Anyways' I hope you get this man' hit me back' |
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just to chat' truly yours' your biggest fan |
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This is Stan |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be gray' |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me' that it's not so bad' |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Slim' you still ain't called or wrote' I hope you have a chance |
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I ain't mad - I just think it's ****ED UP you don't answer fans |
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If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert |
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you didn't have to' but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew |
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That's my little brother man' he's only six years old |
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We waited in the blistering cold for you' |
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four hours and you just said' "No." |
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That's pretty shitty man - you're like his ****in idol |
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He wants to be just like you man' he likes you more than I do |
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I ain't that mad though' I just don't like bein lied to |
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Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you |
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you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way |
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I never knew my father neither; |
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he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her |
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I can relate to what you're saying in your songs |
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so when I have a shitty day' I drift away and put 'em on |
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cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed |
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I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest |
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Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds |
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It's like adrenaline' the pain is such a sudden rush for me |
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See everything you say is real' and I respect you cause you tell it |
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My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 |
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But she don't know you like I know you Slim' no one does |
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She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up |
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You gotta call me man' I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose |
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Sincerely yours' Stan -- P.S. |
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We should be together too |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be gray' |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me' that it's not so bad' |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans' |
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this'll be the last package I ever send your ass |
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It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? |
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I know you got my last two letters; |
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I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect |
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So this is my cassette I'm sending you' I hope you hear it |
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I'm in the car right now' I'm doing 90 on the freeway |
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Hey Slim' I drank a fifth of vodka' you dare me to drive? |
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You know the song by Phil Collins' "In the Air of the Night" |
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about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning |
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but didn't' then Phil saw it all' then at a a show he found him? |
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That's kinda how this is' you coulda rescued me from drowning |
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Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now' I'm drowsy |
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and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call |
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I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall |
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I love you Slim' we coulda been together' think about it |
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You ruined it now' I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it |
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And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it |
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I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me |
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See Slim; {*screaming*} Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! |
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Hey Slim' that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk |
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but I didn't slit her throat' I just tied her up' see I ain't like you |
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cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more' and then she'll die too |
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Well' gotta go' I'm almost at the bridge now |
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Oh shit' I forgot' how'm I supposed to send this shit out? |
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My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. |
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got out of bed at all |
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The morning rain clouds up my window.. |
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and I can't see at all |
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And even if I could it'll all be gray' |
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but your picture on my wall |
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It reminds me' that it's not so bad' |
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it's not so bad.. |
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Dear Stan' I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy |
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You said your girlfriend's pregnant now' how far along is she? |
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Look' I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that |
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and here's an autograph for your brother' |
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I wrote it on the Starter cap |
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I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show' I musta missed you |
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Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you |
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But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? |
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I say that shit just clownin dogg' |
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c'mon - how ****ed up is you? |
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You got some issues Stan' I think you need some counseling |
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to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some |
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And what's this shit about us meant to be together? |
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That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other |
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I really think you and your girlfriend need each other |
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or maybe you just need to treat her better |
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I hope you get to read this letter' I just hope it reaches you in time |
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before you hurt yourself' I think that you'll be doin just fine |
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if you relax a little' I'm glad I inspire you but Stan |
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why are you so mad? Try to understand' that I do want you as a fan |
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I just don't want you to do some crazy shit |
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I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick |
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Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge |
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and had his girlfriend in the trunk' and she was pregnant with his kid |
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and in the car they found a tape' but they didn't say who it was to |
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Come to think about' his name was.. it was you |
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Damn! |