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作曲 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler |
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作词 : Marshall Mathers/E. Heynie/J. Osbourne/Tony Iommi/Bill Ward/Geezer Butler |
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I'm going through changes |
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I'm going through changes |
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Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for ___ like Philly, |
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I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely, |
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I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining, |
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But life keeps on complicating, an' I'm debating, |
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On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls, |
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Can see I'm grievin', I try and hide it, |
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But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty, |
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When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help. |
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I can't do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs, |
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Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying, |
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Around with the idea, of ending the shit right here. |
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I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, |
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I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? |
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I give a ****, only thing I fear, is Hailie, |
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I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, |
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Shit.. |
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I'm going through changes |
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I'm going through changes |
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I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon, |
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Yeah dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you. |
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Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills, |
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And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you. |
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It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up, |
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Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled. |
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Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed, |
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They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust, |
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Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that, |
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He wouldn't ****in' shoot at, no-body, he fights first, |
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But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse, |
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Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pills. |
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Yeah Em, tight verse, you killed it, |
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****in' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man", |
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And they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it, |
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It's in their best interest to protect their investment. |
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And I just lost my ****in' best friend, so **** it, I guess then... |
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Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes... |
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My friends just can't understand this new me, |
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That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be, |
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You'd be an animal too, if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo. |
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And everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do, |
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I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is, |
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Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low. |
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I sit alone in my home theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD, |
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Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive. |
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And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright. |
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And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night, |
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I just take a couple more, yeah you're mother****in' right, |
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I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound. |
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Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now, |
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Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your ground. |
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****, don't I know the sound of that voice, |
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Yeah baby hold me down. |
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I'm going through changes |
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I'm going through changes |
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Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through. |
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Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof. |
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I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few, |
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Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth. |
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Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? |
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I think about the things I would never got to say to you, |
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I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do. |
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Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too, |
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I still love your mother, that'll never change, |
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Think about her every day, we just could never get it together. |
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Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it, |
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But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday. |
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There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains, |
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Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain. |
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But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame, |
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I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint. |
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I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history, |
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But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say, |
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I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way. |
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But I just had to get away, don't know why, |
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I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm.. |
