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[ti:Deja Vu] |
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[ar:Eminem] |
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[al:Relapse] |
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[ml:1.0] |
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DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive |
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Possible overdose, substance unknown |
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Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's eight |
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He's intubated and we're bagging him now |
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BP 90 over palp |
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Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic |
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Has aspirated, GSC is 3 |
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We'll update en route ETA ten minutes |
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As I fall deeper into a manic state |
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Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug outta trate |
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The blood pressure climbs to a dramatic rate |
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I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil than i salivate |
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Start off with the Nyquil with like I think I will just have a taste |
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Couple of sips of that than I gradually graduate |
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To a harder prescription drug called valium like yah thats great |
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I go to just take one than i end up like having eight |
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Now i need something in my stomach because i haven＇t ate |
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Maybe ill grab a plate of nachos and ill have a steak |
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And youd think with all i have at stake look at my daughters face |
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Mommy something is wrong with dad I thank |
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Hes acting weird again he＇s really beginnings to scare me |
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Wont shave his beard again and he pretends that he doesn＇t hear me |
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And all he does eat dorritos and cheetos and he just |
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Fell asleep in his car eating three muskateers in the rear seat |
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Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don＇t know |
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It feels like ive been down this road before |
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So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me |
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As soon as i go home and close the door |
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God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do |
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But i cant and i won＇t say i try but i know it＇s a lie |
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cause i don＇t and why i just don＇t knowwoooo |
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Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer |
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Thats the devil in my ear ive been sober a ****in year |
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And that ****er still talks to me hes all i can ****ign hear |
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Marshall c＇mon well watch the game its the cowboys and buccanears |
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And maybe if i just drink half ill be half buzzed |
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For half of the time, whose the mastermind behind that little line |
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With that kind of rational man i got half a mind |
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To have another half a glass of wine sounds assenine |
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Yeah i know, but i never had no problem with alcohol |
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Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall |
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I miss the couch and down go like a bouncy ball |
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Shit must of knocked me out cause i didn＇t feel the ground at all |
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Wow what the **** happened last night where am i |
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Man **** am i hung over and god damn i |
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Got a headache shit half a vicodin, why cant i |
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All systems ready for take off, please stand by |
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Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don＇t know |
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It feels like ive been down this road before |
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So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me |
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As soon as i go home and close the door |
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God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do |
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But i cant and i won＇t say i try but i know it＇s a lie |
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cause i don＇t and why i just don＇t knowwoooo |
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So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahhhhhh |
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Couple of weeks go by and it aint even like i am getting high |
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Now i need it to not feel sick yah im getting by |
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Wouldn＇t even be taking this shit if deshauwn didn＇t die |
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Oh yeah theres an excuse you lose proof so you use |
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Theres new rules its cool if its helping you to get through |
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Its twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze |
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What else is new **** it what would elvis do in your shoes |
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Now here i am three months later full blown relapse |
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Just get high until the kids get home from school holmes relax |
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And since im convince that im an in-somni-ac |
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I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take three naps |
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Just to be able to function throughout the day |
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Lets see thats an ambian each nap how many valium three |
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And that averages out to one good hour of sleep |
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So now you see the reason how come he |
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Has taken four years to just put out an album b |
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See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath |
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Cause that Christmas you know that whole neumonia thing |
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It was bolognia was it the methadonia think |
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But hydrocordone ya hide inside ya pornos |
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Ya vcr tape cases put ya ambiants see great places |
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To hide em aint it, so you can lie to haily |
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Im going beddy by whitney baby good night elaina |
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Go in the room and shut the bedroom door |
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And wake up in an ambulance they say they found me on the bathroom floor |
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Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don＇t know |
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It feels like ive been down this road before |
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So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me |
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As soon as i go home and close the door |
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God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do |
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But i cant and i won＇t say i try but i know it＇s a lie |
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cause i don＇t and why i just don＇t knowwoooo |
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