When I Was Older

歌名	When I Was Older
歌手	Billie Eilish
专辑	Music Inspired by the Film Roma

原歌词

[00:00.000]	作词 : Finneas O'Connell/Billie Eilish O'Connell
[00:01.000]	作曲 : Finneas O'Connell/Billie Eilish O'Connell
[00:29.84]	When I was older
[00:35.81]	I was a sailor
[00:41.76]	On an open sea
[00:54.26]	But now I'm underwater
[01:01.10]	And my skin is paler
[01:07.30]	Than it should ever be
[01:15.85]	Mhm
[01:23.81]
[01:27.95]	I'm on my back again
[01:32.68]	Dreaming of a time and place
[01:34.61]	Where you and I remain the best of friends
[01:38.98]	Even after all this ends
[01:45.46]	Can we pretend?
[01:50.19]	I'm on my-
[01:52.62]	I'm on my back again
[01:57.69]	It seems more and more
[01:59.53]	Like all we ever do is see
[02:02.54]	How far it bends
[02:04.46]	Before it breaks in half and then
[02:09.18]	We bend it back again
[02:12.66]
[02:14.23]	Guess I got caught in the middle of it
[02:17.12]	Yes I’ve been taught, got a little of it
[02:20.19]	In my blood, in my blood
[02:25.55]	Memories burn like a forest fire
[02:30.11]	Heavy rain turns any funeral pyre
[02:33.23]	Tonight, in the flames
[02:37.75]
[02:43.91]	When I was older
[02:50.34]	I was a sailor
[02:56.58]	On an open sea
[03:08.94]	But now I'm underwater
[03:15.31]	And my skin is paler
[03:21.57]	Than it should ever be
[03:27.42]
[03:31.30]	I'm watching movies back to back
[03:32.93]	In black and white, I never
[03:34.43]	Seen everybody do it like I do it any better
[03:37.59]	Then going over you, I'm overdue for no endeavors
[03:40.84]	Nobody lonely like I'm lonely and I don't know whether
[03:44.06]	You'd really like it in the limelight
[03:46.84]	You'd sympathize with all the bad guys
[03:50.32]	I'm still a victim on my own right
[03:53.18]	But I'm the villain in my own eyes
[03:56.66]
[04:00.72]	When I was older
[04:07.02]	I was a sailor
[04:12.98]	On an open sea
[04:18.98]

歌词翻译

[00:29.84]	我曾经梦想安在，
[00:35.81]	仿佛水手一般，
[00:41.76]	在空海之上徘徊。
[00:54.26]	如今我于水下浮沉，
[01:01.10]	皮肤敏感惨白，
[01:07.30]	比以前任何一段时间都要惨白。
[01:15.85]	哦
[01:27.95]	我独自沉思，我和自己一起，
[01:32.68]	幻想着一个时间，一个地点，
[01:34.61]	一片你与我仍为挚友的乐土，
[01:38.98]	在发生了这一切之后，
[01:45.46]	我们能否继续佯装伪善，自欺无知？
[01:50.19]	我又坠落，
[01:52.62]	坠落至心灵低谷。
[01:57.69]	现在看来可笑，
[01:59.53]	可是我们的所作所为一直似乎在试探，
[02:02.54]	试探我们的感情之弦，
[02:04.46]	在它崩坏断离之际，我们又
[02:09.18]	试图将其挽救。
[02:14.23]	我猜，在一次次沉思之中我略有顿悟。
[02:17.12]	是的，我得到教训了，虽然也就是一些肤浅的皮毛。
[02:20.19]	在我炽热的血液，流淌的血液中，我明白了什么。
[02:25.55]	记忆如森林大火般熊熊燃烧，
[02:30.11]	而骤雨方可浇灭这火葬时的木柴堆。
[02:33.23]	就在今晚，于火焰中涅槃重生。
[02:43.91]	我曾经清醒老成，
[02:50.34]	如水手一般，
[02:56.58]	在空海之上徘徊。
[03:08.94]	如今我于水下浮沉，
[03:15.31]	我心脆弱敏感，
[03:21.57]	前所未有的易碎。
[03:31.30]	我试图看电影消愁，
[03:32.93]	黑与白的画面在眼前闪现，我从未
[03:34.43]	见过任何比我更专注的观众。
[03:37.59]	我开始回想，而我疲惫的身躯阻挠着我想起你。
[03:40.84]	没有人像我这般孤独，不知道你是否
[03:44.06]	会享受众人目光下挣扎的感觉呢？
[03:46.84]	你太单纯，同情伪善之人，
[03:50.32]	而我太过执拗，仍然在捍卫自己心中的真实。
[03:53.18]	可是，我是自己眼中的邪恶，无法获得救赎。
[04:00.72]	我曾经豁达无忧，
[04:07.02]	如水手一般，
[04:12.98]	驰骋于空海之上，享受自由。