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Pencilin' on a pad |
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I been on my thoughts, like crazy, I need you back |
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Prayers to the most high when I’m most high |
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**** a good day, I'm happier when I'm sad |
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I been on the road and speakin’ to no one else |
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The money come in low, I'm dealin' with what I'm dealt |
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This is for my unborn child, needed my help |
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I'm lookin' for the type of the freedom that I ain't felt |
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It's only gone to waste if you buyin’ a Gucci belt |
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But we Gucci when we excel and that Gucci is not for sale |
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Damn, don’t you leave me when I rebel |
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My baby says she loves me, but she needs me to be myself |
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Room full of vultures, cool, I'm coastin’ |
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You be boastin', chain on flex, but you be chokin' |
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Ain't no jokin’, I been floatin' |
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Off that green I'm smokin', they don't want this |
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Smoke when I step up, east side resident |
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Drink club president, made it out the ends and I'm the evidence |
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Still gotta check on my mama, make sure she good |
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She loves it when I come back for Christmas and eat the food |
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There's nothin' like a blessing that's precious to what you do |
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I'm learnin' to be honest with people that needed truth |
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I'm keepin' it one hundred, I'm hopin' you keep it, too |
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See, growin' is a process, I needed to see it through |
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Damn |
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Is this what you want from me? |
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I give you all of me |
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What it's supposed to be |
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I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer |
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Scared that my heart's gone colder |
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Grindin' it out 'til it's over |
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Take hold, and now you know |
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Workin' it once I can |
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Promise is forever, I'm startin' to understand |
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The boulder's on my shoulders, I'm startin' to take a stand |
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I gotta show the way for our people to make it out |
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I was youth club killin' |
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Kickin' bull when they gave the notice for eviction |
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Sixteen had about five bills for it |
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I gave it to my moms and told her I was down for it |
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She told me that it's cool, that's at least a couple months |
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I could tell by the look on her face it wasn't enough |
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**** it, we roll with the punches 'cause that's what's up |
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And our people would try and front |
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I try not to go there, but **** it, it's what they want |
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I never live my life for the vision of someone else |
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I really gotta see, get a feel for it for myself |
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Couple years back I was feelin' it with my health |
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Yeah, I put on weight, I was hidin' from what I felt |
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Bills, bills, bills had me feelin' like I ain't s**t |
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Splashed a couple thousand, was strugglin' with the rent |
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Thinkin' to myself, "How I get this deep? |
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How I'm deep in the hole, and how my fam don't know?" |
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Tryna keep the smile good to avoid convo |
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But that s**t build up and them tears build up |
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So if you're lookin' for a shoulder you can lean on |
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Just to get the steam off, thinkin' what I kept closed up |
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Damn |
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Is this what you want from me? |
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I give you all of me |
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What it's supposed to be |
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I'm learnin', I'm keepin' you closer |
| [03:06.61] |
Scared that my heart's gone colder |
| [03:09.30] |
Grindin' it out 'til it's over |
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Take hold, and now you know |
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That I been patient lately |
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And though I been racin' lately |
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All I know is darkness lately |
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Ahh, yeah (Ahh, yeah) |
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Prayin' that this world don't take me, no |
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Everything I gave to my heart and soul |
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I'm in need for somethin' that is real and not false |
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Love me as I am, no, when I go and I know |
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I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know... |
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