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Catch me in the back with my head down |
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I’m just gonna fade to the background |
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I know that I’m awkward |
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Laugh at the wrong jokes, say all the wrong words |
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I want to die in the front seat |
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It feels like for the last few months we |
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Just can’t get it right, no love for life |
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Suicide on my mind every night |
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Cause I don’t understand my place |
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What’s the point in being real when the world’s so fake? |
| [00:35.43] |
How many ************* pills does it take |
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Before my heart shuts down and my lifeline breaks? |
| [00:41.05] |
I haven’t seen a soul in three weeks |
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Cause I haven’t left my bed, and I never even sleep |
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Lost 20 pounds, I don’t want to ******* eat |
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I just want to find some peace, oh god, please |
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It’s raining in the morning |
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It's raining in the evening |
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It's raining when I go to bed |
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40 days and 40 nights |
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Nothing’s gonna be alright |
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Until I finally rest my head |
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Sometimes I wish I was dead |
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Finger to the back of my throat now |
| [01:15.27] |
Again and again get it all out |
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I know I’m impatient, ****** it all up again |
| [01:20.85] |
Because I stay so anxious |
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I need something to die for |
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I can’t put this life together like the tri-force |
| [01:28.23] |
I need a little wisdom, courage, and power |
| [01:30.44] |
So I’m puffing level up every hour |
| [01:32.75] |
Cause I don’t even know what’s real |
| [01:35.22] |
Either feel like **** or I just don’t feel |
| [01:38.24] |
How many bottles left on my bill |
| [01:40.70] |
Before I leave this scene and I chase these pills? |
| [01:43.32] |
For real what’s going on? |
| [01:45.61] |
You said it’s all right that it’s all wrong |
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But I’ll be okay just as long |
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As my spirit lives on through these songs but |
| [01:53.71] |
It’s raining in the morning |
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It's raining in the evening |
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It's raining when I go to bed |
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40 days and 40 nights |
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Nothing’s gonna be alright |
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Till I finally rest my head |
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Sometimes I wish I was dead |
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Sometimes I wish I was dead |
| [02:22.60] |
We blow away like the leaves |
| [02:25.72] |
You thought you heard, misquoted |
| [02:33.04] |
”I think I know what it means” |
| [02:36.40] |
Guess I must’ve misspoken |
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I rode the train today |
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Forgot how much I hate tight spaces |
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I hope it takes me far away |
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I hope you know that I'm off to the races, I'm off to the races |
