deathbed

歌名	deathbed
歌手	familypet
专辑	Singles

原歌词

[00:09.01]	When every thought brings so much pain.
[00:14.26]	It's hard to explain.
[00:17.56]	I don't wanna feel anything.
[00:22.00]	It's hard to explain.
[00:24.09]	I don't wanna change.
[00:25.76]	Something in my brain,
[00:27.55]	Telling me to hate.
[00:29.52]	All I ever say,
[00:31.43]	I don't wanna change.
[00:33.34]	Something In my brain,
[00:35.25]	Won't go away.
[00:46.65]	Far from home, where you'll find me,
[00:50.53]	made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
[00:58.23]	Lay in it.
[01:01.93]	Far from home, where you'll find me,
[01:05.00]	made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
[01:13.04]	I'll lay in it.
[01:16.37]	Backpacked on my own,rather be ****ed up all alone
[01:23.03]	Airplane mode on my iPhone,
[01:26.79]	Running from a careless path I wish I'd never known,
[01:30.61]	But I know that...
[01:31.90]	Everyone that I believed in was holding me back,
[01:34.37]	Matter of fact,
[01:35.30]	I wasn't leaving because what I needed was space that I lacked,
[01:37.95]	I got off track,
[01:38.94]	Don't wanna do it by myself,
[01:40.66]	But I don't want no help,
[01:42.57]	The only way's to go away
[01:44.12]	and write a story to tell.
[01:47.32]	Made a promise that I'd love myself
[01:48.79]	And a promise that I'd break it.
[01:50.71]	Made a promise that I'd get better
[01:52.38]	And a promise that I'd fake it.
[01:54.47]	Promised myself that I'd give it up,
[01:56.26]	Give up everything you hated.
[01:58.35]	Made a promise that I'd enjoy my life, and a promise that I'd take it.
[02:03.41]	Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:06.98]	made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
[02:14.47]	Lay in it.
[02:18.36]	Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:22.18]	made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
[02:29.75]	Ill lay in it.
[02:33.82]	Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:37.53]	made my bed and i'll finally lay in it.
[02:45.11]	Lay in it.
[02:49.06]	Far from home, where you'll find me,
[02:52.64]	made my deathbed and ill finally lay in it.
[03:00.16]	Ill lay in it.

歌词翻译

[00:09.01]	每时每刻心中的每一个想法
[00:14.26]	都会给我带来难以承受之痛
[00:17.56]	所以我宁愿什么也感觉不到
[00:22.00]	可我对你却怎么也解释不清
[00:24.09]	我现在只想一成不变
[00:25.76]	可我的脑海里有一个不知名的东西
[00:27.55]	它命令我去仇恨一切
[00:29.52]	我只有一句话想说
[00:31.43]	我什么也不想改变
[00:33.34]	可我脑海里的这个不知名的东西
[00:35.25]	它不会凭空消失
[00:46.65]	如果你去一个很遥远的地方
[00:50.53]	你会找到一间已经整理干净的房子
[00:58.23]	和躺在床上的我
[01:01.93]	在那个很遥远的地方
[01:05.00]	我已经把我的一切都整理好了
[01:13.04]	躺在那张床上只等着死亡降临
[01:16.37]	独自一个人徒步旅行，因为我不想让别人陪着我伤心
[01:23.03]	我切断了和外界的联系
[01:26.79]	试图逃离那个我宁愿从没去过的地方
[01:30.61]	但是我明白...
[01:31.90]	我信任的所有人都只会让我更无法坚持下去
[01:34.37]	有一说一
[01:35.30]	我还不想走我只是需要些空间
[01:37.95]	我没能找到正确的出路
[01:38.94]	我还不想自行了断
[01:40.66]	但我又不想接受任何人的帮助
[01:42.57]	唯一的办法就是自己一个人离开
[01:44.12]	留下我的故事给你们看吧
[01:47.32]	我向自己许下承诺我发誓
[01:48.79]	我会更爱我自己也会毁掉我自己
[01:50.71]	我发誓我会在人前假装变好
[01:52.38]	也会在背地里变得更加颓废
[01:54.47]	我发誓我终将放弃
[01:56.26]	你曾经仇恨过的一切
[01:58.35]	我发誓我会享受我的生命也会从自己手里把它夺走
[02:03.41]	如果你去一个很遥远的地方
[02:06.98]	你会找到一间已经整理干净的房子
[02:14.47]	和躺在床上的我
[02:18.36]	在那个很遥远的地方
[02:22.18]	我把我的一切都整理好了
[02:29.75]	躺在那张床上
[02:33.82]	那是一个离家很远的地方
[02:37.53]	我已经做好了准备
[02:45.11]	迎接死神的降临
[02:49.06]	我独自一人走到这一步
[02:52.64]	是我自作自受我活该自食苦果
[03:00.16]	让我一个人走吧