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作曲 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Ciarán McDonald/Romil Hemnani/Russell Boring/Jabari Manwarring/William Wood |
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作词 : Dominique Simpson/Ian Simpson/Ciarán McDonald/Romil Hemnani/Russell Boring/Jabari Manwarring/William Wood |
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Mother, I am sorry, I never pick up |
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Mmm-mhm |
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Because I'm afraid to disappoint |
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Ooh, oh, no |
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Oh, no |
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And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to |
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And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to |
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We were sat outside on the hardwood floor |
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With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe |
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I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls |
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And I see the names circling our thoughts |
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And I think about if we lose it all |
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And I turn to **** that you never want |
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Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all |
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And I'll say again, sorry I don't call |
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There's no money on my mind, but my money or my mind |
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What's the first to fall? |
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I never wanted this **** |
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Yeah |
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And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to |
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And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to |
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Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts |
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Like when Auntie couldn't decide |
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Between going to work or church |
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I've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt |
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I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt |
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I said, I'll try vacation, and I'll try to run away |
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I deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day |
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For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate |
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I'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you? |
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My ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya |
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A big eyed monster, only face to conquer |
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I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin' |
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Until them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuckin' |
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And maybe it means nothing |
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But I have to say I think about you often |
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And if you want no part with me |
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I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you |
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And maybe it means nothing |
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But I have to say I think about you often |
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And if you want no part with me |
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I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged you |
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I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been |
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Too many times without my sister and my brother |
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Dad or mother by my side but they're in spirit |
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I always hear it, I know they feel it |
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My mom will always have these dreams that keep her up at night |
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I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time |
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I'm void of feelin' |
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The reasons I'm so out of touch, now start revealin' |
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But I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am |
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Or how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect |
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But I guess that's just the **** I'm into |
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I fantasize about a time when everything was simple |
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My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to |
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The way it stands to me |
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A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family |
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What's costin' you time? What's the reason that you whine? |
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What's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine |
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So sour, in this light of lime |
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Daddy said "study or get that cash" |
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Mommy said "your career ain't gon' last" |
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Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad |
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I just want a chance to move past my past |
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Don't think too fast, private jets still crash |
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And I'll still fly coach, and I'll still hit a roach |
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And I'll still see roaches at the crib where my folks at |
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Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man |
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(Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and I'm gonna tell it!) |
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I will (I will) |
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And I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to |
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How I, how I |
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Can I tell you how, Can I tell you now |
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How I, how I |
