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I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton |
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I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine |
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I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives |
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Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen |
| [00:33.10] |
Every ******* night that I've been laying in my bed |
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Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread |
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Feeling like this panic that I have will never end |
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And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head |
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And now these pills got me feeling asleep |
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When I'm awake, can't get away |
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Even when I sleep I feel pain |
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Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain |
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About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane |
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And I just want to know what I did |
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Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this ****, man |
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And I just wanna know when it happened |
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When I lost my mind |
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And will I ever truly feel happy, ************ |
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I wanna know when the pain stops |
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Walking around with the same thoughts |
| [01:14.25] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [01:16.40] |
Face down, ****** up with the door locked |
| [01:19.40] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [01:22.19] |
Walking around with the same thoughts |
| [01:25.45] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [01:27.96] |
Face down, ****** up with the door locked |
| [01:38.99] |
I've been fighting this with everything that I have |
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And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad |
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Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face |
| [01:49.70] |
I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more |
| [01:52.47] |
I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest |
| [01:55.32] |
I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best |
| [01:58.10] |
Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? |
| [02:00.91] |
I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts |
| [02:03.98] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:07.86] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:10.60] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:13.37] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:16.29] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:18.86] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:21.81] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:24.75] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:27.36] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:30.08] |
Walking around with the same thoughts |
| [02:33.28] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:35.53] |
Face down, ****** up with the door locked |
| [02:38.50] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:41.56] |
Walking around with the same thoughts |
| [02:44.56] |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
| [02:46.72] |
Face down, ****** up with the door locked |
| [02:50.02] |
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