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Worst thing comes the worst |
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I ******* die in a tragic |
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That鈥檚 are some s**t |
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And I'm not able to see how my dreams |
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I gotta least wanna know |
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That the kids perceives my message |
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And were able to make something about themselves |
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And able to take my message |
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And use it |
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And turn it into something positive |
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And to |
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To at least have a good life |
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I just need to be a numb right now |
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I'm so numb to the world right now |
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It鈥檚 like I wanna live but then I let my head down |
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And I just wishing that these people could |
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Really feel my pain right now |
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Now you see me smile |
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But I'm really just lost |
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Tryna find myself right now |
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So please pay attention |
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What I say is all real |
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When I write it down |
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I wanna stand up but I'm falling back down |
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And my life is crashing down |
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Wondering what I'm gonna do now |
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What am I gonna do |
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Next time I tryna prove myself |
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And tell these people I'm the next best |
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But I'm really just stress and depress |
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So about light another cigarette |
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With ten papers worth of aggress |
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And I'm riding my car till the sunsets |
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And I'm playing these beats to the filling gists |
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So real |
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Yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb to this world right now |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so |
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Aye |
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Maybe you should walk a day inside of my shoes |
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And maybe you would feel the judging that these people put me through |
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And maybe you would understand my sudden and change your mood |
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And you think I'm being numb to the feeling when a person hurts you |
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But I'm not |
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Surprise |
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Yeah we hanging in the phone getting blown up about twenty glacier |
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I sleep with ***** |
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Full of lies with some angle eyes |
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But she the devil in disguise |
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Yo |
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Yeah |
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Red roses on my grave |
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Look up to the sky |
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My daddy's gone |
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I ain't even tell a blind |
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The silver cross on my neck got some god worth |
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February 21st I just watch you fly |
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I just sit back and I cry |
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I write another line tryna push it through |
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Yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb to this world right now |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so |
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Yeah |
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Were these like |
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Would you understand about my music is like |
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When I say I'm numb like |
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I have to drown out all the hate that's drown my way |
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Just so I can |
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You know |
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Try to persuade this dream that I have Been |
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And it's hard |
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Cause like my thoughts start brushing |
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When I get this anxiety |
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Cause like |
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Take safe of my body |
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And I just be drowning on the road |
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And my face just goes down |
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Cause my thoughts are raising |
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And that's why I wrote this song |
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Cause I just get numb |
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Like I have to black out all that pain |
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You know |
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So that's why |
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That's why I fill the song |
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Fill the song |
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Yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb to this world right now |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so numb yeah |
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I'm so |
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End it |